oh my god~~~ i feel so sorry for you~~~~ why the hell she has that face to still marry u after all those crap.... i really dont think she treasure you and those 10 years you 2 spend together. a few years after marriage maybe i can understand... but before and rite after.... bro~ let go is the very rite choice even there isnt much I can do for u here, but u got my heart fully support with u