找到一封寄不出去的情書,是在她過世兩年後我兒子生日也是她的忌日寫的,那時有些瘋狂,情緒不穩的時候就寫寫信,有中文有英文,找了一篇共鳴,英文語句可能不是那麼通順,請多見諒。
希望樓主早點走出來。唯一的建議,趕快找個新對象忘掉這一切吧!這很殘酷,當初我能走出來,新的女友也是現在我老婆幫了我很大忙,感謝主!
I am here to stay home being with you as usual. The difference is that I supposed you would come back tonight to see me as usual. Just taking a look of my eyes, I did not lose my soul for keeping you always in my deep memory that never erase. What a wonderful day you see, it is my son's birthday. It is your best gift to me. It is the best image I can pick up your face from my son. He is growing up and turns to be naughty and naughty. I knew it is your best wishes to let my son be healthy. I appreciate everything you were doing for me. I put my kisses on your face to ask your warm hug like the way we were. Lots of words like to let you know how hard I have made it without you. Thanks for our colleagues. They did help me a lot. I rely on your best friendship leaving their good kindness to me as well as to my son. What I think now is that I can't get any chance to feedback your love to me. I wonder I can go to your place for just a glance on your face. Supposed you should stay in a very peaceful place to enjoy your happiness of life in heaven, I can't be such selfish to solely satisfy myself. Everything is going so fast that I have no idea to ready my life for such kind of change but I really hope I can figure it out to accept my next turn of new life.
It has been two years since you past away. I really need your advises of my bearing to run my life. Everything seems so messy to me. Never think about I would get the God's favor to be more lucky but just wonder my life going more peacefully without any worry. Someone said I am like a still water losing the power to push forward. I should admit this is my weakness. Just like passing by a thunderstorm, all I need is to have a quiet place to stay calmly for my rest of life. I would keep my best shape of memory for those days being with you and say it is the only you that can move my heart toward you in deep inside


























































































