三個星期的完美情人 (7/29/11更新)

Ydiy wrote:
寫的很好
從妳的筆觸看過去我似乎瞧見了George Clooney(?)
顯然妳幾乎拜倒在他的三角褲底下(sorry他沒有石榴裙可用)
雖然妳已入叢林但還是提醒妳要有幻滅的準備
多觀察吧搞不好有更意外的劇情
期待新增


真的,當我第一次看到他,我是有想到George Clooney.......
三角褲還沒看過,不過要的話,應該有機會吧(笑)。
我不是沒想過,在他這樣的外表下,他或許只是另一個到處找性伴的男人,
可能跟前幾天月圓那夜,IM我的21歲學生想做的事沒啥兩樣(天那,21歲!),不過說的話是雲泥之差,我才說,他讓我看到這個遊戲的樂趣。

我不是小妹妹了,那天看著不可思議的月亮,我的確是想著他。
標題那樣下,就是我本來想,三個星期就好,在這劃下句點好了。
不過,事情到底會怎樣呢?
我不知道。

在地球的距離看著月亮多美,但到那兒去,可能只是一片荒蕪。
愛戀中的那種獨佔,索求種種的心情,真的是愛嗎? 那些執念是痛苦的來源。

世界上的事很難說,也許他真的喜歡我?我不知道那個機會有多少。
但是,真心希望他一切都好,包括找到他認為適合他的人,過他想要的生活。
我們未來要是沒有交集也沒關係,我會想起那晚的月亮,想起他給的美好。


樓主的文筆真很不錯呢!難得再這個充滿著垃圾文章的兩性與感情區裡 看到如此有內涵的文筆呢

不過就是 "想做愛" 而已...

有必要算計這麼多嗎???

兩情相悅, 做個愛,
也不見得都又覺得是
"被高手設計" 啊...

其實,如果是在一般老爸老媽的眼中,或是一般約會教戰手則中,這樣的對象根本不及格。他兩年前離婚,分產的手續還沒有完成,前妻完全不願意跟他說話。他的談話中,大部份都是在談他的Confusion,他完全不明白,為什麼他們倆的關係會最後變成這樣

Definitely he knows the reason for this, only he doesn't want u to know. Guess what, u don't want u to know, either.
Everytime my wife grabs a knife and charge to me, I ALWAYS know why I deserve to die for each every time... Besides, women don't apply "speechless" rule to their ex unless something went very wrong.
Maybe he's some gold digger's victom. Is he?



甚至還就著我去上自我催眠的CD, 一起做了兩次練習。我們倒在地毯上,第二次練習後,他眼睛盯著我看,我開始不好意思閃著他的目光,然後,他的手就過來拉我的手了。很溫暖,世界無敵大又厚的手。

然後把我拉向他,讓我的背靠在他面前,他開始幫我按摩。愚頓如我,心理閃了一下忽然明白他現在想做什麼了。

Oh, he isn't. He's capable of a set up. Too smart to be a victom.
Good girl, u were ambushed but got away.


我明白了,忽然明白了,我碰到高手中的高手了。

I agree with u.



You're single and financially independent; probably sweet, too. Very likely you are also longly, hurt, and thousands miles away from ur homeland. Man, it's not like they are perfect lovers. It's you are being a perfect prey.


Perfect lover doesn't exist; and romantic imagination kills.
kcwalnut wrote:
跟陶德先生認識呢,是...(恕刪)


呵呵
陶德先生不簡單
你也不簡單!!!!!
我認真想了幾個問題....

你有享受在遊戲裡嗎?(未明白之前)


為什麼會突然明白,因為肢體碰觸?







哈哈...我也好想成為高手...所指的是談的層面是心理層...


kcwalnut wrote:

大多的人看到失敗的關係,看到的可能是外遇、金錢糾紛、婆媳問題、個性不合等等的東西,不過,那些都只是外顯的表徵而已,真正的原因通常來自於我們在早年經驗中養成的情緒模式,恕刪)



例如這段..我還蠻想深層思考...真有意思~!


如果可以請樓主教我幾招思考....

jlsu wrote:

其實,如果是在一般老爸老媽的眼中,或是一般約會教戰手則中,這樣的對象根本不及格。他兩年前離婚,分產的手續還沒有完成,前妻完全不願意跟他說話。他的談話中,大部份都是在談他的Confusion,他完全不明白,為什麼他們倆的關係會最後變成這樣。

Definitely he knows the reason for this, only he doesn't want u to know. Guess what, u don't want u to know, either.
Everytime my wife grabs a knife and charge to me, I ALWAYS know why I deserve to die for each every time... Besides, women don't apply "speechless" rule to their ex unless something went very wrong.
Maybe he's some gold digger's victom. Is he?



甚至還就著我去上自我催眠的CD, 一起做了兩次練習。我們倒在地毯上,第二次練習後,他眼睛盯著我看,我開始不好意思閃著他的目光,然後,他的手就過來拉我的手了。很溫暖,世界無敵大又厚的手。

然後把我拉向他,讓我的背靠在他面前,他開始幫我按摩。愚頓如我,心理閃了一下忽然明白他現在想做什麼了。

Oh, he isn't. He's capable of a set up. Too smart to be a victom.
Good girl, u were ambushed but got away.


我明白了,忽然明白了,我碰到高手中的高手了。

I agree with u.



You're single and financially independent; probably sweet, too. Very likely you are also longly, hurt, and thousands miles away from ur homeland. Man, it's not like they are perfect lovers. It's you are being a perfect prey.


Perfect lover doesn't exist; and romantic imagination kills.


Thanks for comments. Perfect lover does exist, ha, in our illusions, I guess. : )
The fun part of the game lies in our illusions.
I can not believe I just registered so I can reply/comment on your on-going possible romance.... Some replys are helpful and some are really hilarious as always! I am also interested how and why you broke up w/ your ex. 10+ yrs are almost like family already w/ many mutual friends and shared social circles right? Specially in the States the Chinese comminities are usually so closely knitted. It must have been very difficult for you.
這算是個後記吧。雖然我和陶德先生明天要見面,我大概不會再寫我們接下去的事了。

那天他回我的一個E-mail裏面提到一個印地安部落流傳的故事:

一個小男孩問部落裏的長老:「我要怎麼知道我生命的目的是什麼呢?」

他說:「孩子呀,你知道嗎?我們每個人心中都有兩隻狼,在不停地打架著……

一隻是邪惡的 ,充滿憤怒、嫉妒、悲傷、貪婪、傲慢、罪惡、自卑、抗拒、撒謊、自大和小我。

另外一隻是友善的 ,意味喜悅、希望、和平、寧靜、謙卑、善良、仁愛、同情、慷慨、誠實、慈悲和信任。

當我們心中要做決定時,這兩隻狼就會開始打架,最後打贏的,你就會受到它的影響做下你的決定。」

小男孩想了想,問說:「那一隻狼會打贏?」

長老回答:「你不時餵養的那一隻。」



至於這是不是個遊戲,性在這關係裏面又是什麼,那不是我的重點。


時時掙扎,不過我希望我餵養是的是對的那一隻。


The past and future only exist as thoughts in your mind. Time is simply an ongoing and continuous expression of the present moment. If you are never present to where you are and what you are doing, always caught up in the past and future, then life is passing you by unnoticed. ---borrowed from my self hypnosis teacher.
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